Stressful Life in College

Its been so long since i last entered an entry.

Honestly i write this blog is to express my own emotions through words because i am lazy to take and post pictures here. Too much of a hassle for me >.<
Feels weird to start writing again...
Well back to the topic,
dealing with the large amount of stress in college...
due to assignments , projects, whatever la...

the main source of stress... stupid lecturers...
its a pain trying to ask them questions....
they can never answer it properly...

haiz...

i am losing my temper a lot these few days...
and... its not good...
gotta control it...
to impress her, i have to do it ^^

well wish me luck in overcoming the days of trials and pressure ^^

busy life in college

once again, i've lost touch with my blog again...
due to my "super busy" schedule of my life

i've became the vice-chairman of the student based conference committee.
Things are going quite smoothly for now...hope things will maintain like this.
or else i'll be pressure...

study life... is kinda pressured now... 3 assignments on hand...
working to find a balance to finishing it.
and if i were to join in the conference as a speaker... i have to create an abstract to present it.

haiz... busy busy....

well i guess all pls wish me good luck coz i really need it now.
So wish me luck!!! adios~~~

twilight : eclipse .... boring....

I went to watch twilight eclipse today with my friends.
The movie was so damn boring.... it started of with a kissing scene...
and then more kissing scenes.... i mean... WE GET IT...Edward loves Bella... Bella loves Jacob

No need to show us that many times...
But the battle scenes are nice. And the wolves r cute too XD
Feel like wanna hug them and make them into a fur ball XD

Overall the movie was nice with the battle scenes, but the over exaggerated kissing scenes ruin the movie slightly

frustration...

Am i really a sadist?
Why do i always make the girls around me mad at me?
My ex gf was one of them... my BFF is another...

Is it bcoz of my smart ass attitude?
If so, i rather not being a smart ass and be a normal person.
No point being smart ass while ended up being alone with no one left..
I love my friends, and i love my girl friends too.
So i will do my best to overcome my smart ass attitude and mr know-it-all style
its not gonna be easy
but as Yoda once said, there's no try, its do or no do.
So i'll do my best ^^
Wish me luck

Study week

Its study week time...
meaning there's only 1 more week till exam ... T.T
haiz....
I really need to start getting prepared for my exams...
its not really that easy now..
bcoz i'm aiming to get A+s... for all 4 subjects i'm taking...
hoping to earn my President list award.... but i noe its not going to be so easy...

haiz....
even so... i still went out shopping with Wei Fen today... zzz
We went to Komtar to look for some stationery... and also to look for some clothes for me to buy... but too bad there's aren't much to choose for those which are cheap T.T

Well wish me luck for facing my exam and preparing myself.
Thanks ^^ I'll try to make it an effort to write everyday again

bad weekend... bad temper...

haiz... i wonder what is happening to me ?
I really had a bad temper these few days...

maybe things not going to as i wanted
maybe it was bcoz i was extremely lack of slp...
or everything mixed together....

i watched the south korea vs uruguay match.... it was so damn frustrating
the referee was obviously being biased... south korean... u did ur best..
I salute u ^^

haiz... back to my temper...
i really need to get a hold of my self... being angry doesn't help me at all
need to find ways to calm down myself.... haiz
lets juz pray that i can handle my temper better

Running out of time...

Assignment due date is coming up...
and my assignment is still stuck with some part unable to solve...

man... i love programming... but i sure damn hate writing algorithms for it

its gonna take me a while to reset my life and writing an entry everyday like i used to ....
its juz too much of a task for me now...

today I went to USM to attend a talk along with my classmates and lecturer, then we went over to visit the museum. It was so fun...
We managed to scare one of our friends too . she got really scared, hope it won't leave a bad impression then make her paranoid....

but its been a while since i've been on a field trip.

then again.... there's only 3 weeks left b4 my final exam...
and its kinda worrying me now...zzz

I need to start studying early
have to, must ....
Wish me luck ^^
I love you all... sorry for not posting as frequent as i used to..

Movie day.... XD

Today went watch Marmaduke with my family at Gurney...
Since its only showing there...
So went there around 4 pm...
went around walking wasting time...
its kinda fun...
its been a while since i've been to gurney...
looked around at the gadgets shows...
lots of sec. school kids walking around..
i kept on forgetting the fact that its holiday for them...
since i have school every week
hence lost the sense of time

the movie was quite nice...
dog lovers should go watch this.
u sure won't regret it

my test is coming up..
and i haven't really been studying well
so i'm dead...
wish me luck ^^

a moment to ponder...

Life is something so fragile...
its can be gone in a blink of an eye...
it just takes one simple thing to go wrong ...
and life is gone...


Yesterday... i went hiking with my family,
we all went up there with no problem,
then when we were coming down...
it started to get dark
we got lost,
we were so scared...
luckily... whichever guardian angel saved us...
we finally found our way out...

well we were glad that we're safe...

Such an experience made me appreciate life even more...

I love everyone...
Wish me luck in college ^^

I did it!!!

I guess today's the best day of my life...
I juz got the best news i can ever get...
"You have gotten the scholarship." ...
I was like... "Are you sure ? "

"Yes", he said.

I was like , OH yeah baby....
I finally did it...

A huge rock has been thrown off my chest.
Wish me luck... I will continue to do my best ^^

My first interview...

Today is my interview for the Star education fund scholarship.
Its my 1st interview...
I was so damn nervous...
I was kinda unable to talk really smoothly
i can feel my voice kinda shaking...
Well... there're only 3 of us, me, evon, boon chung.
I was the first to go in. they asked me a lot...
Luckily i was prepared , coz last night my cousin told me a lot about interviews.
I juz stay composed and answer wateva they asked.

I can juz hope now that i will get that scholarship... then i will really happy...
After that... i have to eat my PHP book le = =
Wish me luck XD

lost time....

i've become lost again...
once again after a long while...
i tot i was is heaven....
but soon bcoz of my ignorance
i've been sent to hell again
its like when adam ate that forbidden apple,
he got banished from eden
juz like i got dumped from heaven...

the lost time ...
can't get it back...
couldn't make it better...
am i gonna change ?
or i won't change ?
i dun even noe the answer...
but my heart n soul are suffering....

haiz....
wish me luck in overcoming this ^^

miserable feeling ....

i wonder why must i always made ppl close to me... sad... annoyed...
am i really so unconciously bad ?
i really need to change for the better of myself...
or else i am really doomed to be alone....

well i guess one of the most important thing i have to change is the way i talk...
then also the way i react to things... i need to stop being so emo sometimes.

well thats easier said than done...
but i guess thats something i have to do ...

also try to find ways to keep myself fit ^^
and control my temper
and if can... try to improve on my humor... that way...
i think i can manage to make ppl around me happy...
changing one's habit isn't a simple thing to do ...
it takes time and determination...

i'm really hurt by what serene said... but i can't deny what she had said
yeah i'm boring... coz i always say the same thing , do the same thing, all over until she is bored...
i guess the same situation happened before with wei fen... i always buy the same candy again n again for her...she's fed up with it...
so i need to start to learn to try out new things. and not rely on existing things and hope it will do it...

anyway... for now, i really need someone to be by my side.
well too bad no one is ....
but i think i will be ok...
juz wish me luck... i'll change myself... i need to , i have to , i will...
no matter wat... coz i value the friends i have.
i dun wanna lose them .... i love all of them T.T
so no matter what pls, dun leave me alone.... i can't bear it T.T
haiz.......

tired after work.... XD

Today Fang Yuan called me to work for tonight. So i went there... man tonight's crowd was crazy... one after another... i was so busy i lost track of time... only to find that it was only an hour past since start of work.

I'm really done for tonight...

They asked me to work on coming Sunday ....... its mother's day special.. and i'll bet everything that its gonna be tougher than today .... ==

well regardless of anything...
i still feel really nice... (for wat reason ? it will remain a secret for now)
i wish i can dream about it again . XD

well dream too much of it is bad for health XD
but nonetheless satisfying XD

well its late now.. i'm going to slp. Nitez Wish me luck ^^

love is not in the air....

It's been a while since my past post....

Well i kinda busy now... 3 assignments going at once.. ( luckily 1 passed up today)
today there's math test.... man ... i think i might've screwed up ...

well who cares... math wasn't my strong subj in the 1st place.

haiz.... recently i'm ok with xiao mei.... we're good to each other... sometimes i dun get used to it.

but now... maybe bcoz i got used to it... we start to fight again.... i guess thats how it should go right? haiz... i dunno ....
i'm juz a bit stressed out about it...

put that aside... i'm ADDICTED to plants vs zombies!!!! help~~~ XD

well this my life is not going very smooth at the moment....so pls wish me luck ^^

Life...Is getting busier

College life is getting busier by the day.
As we progress through each week, things are getting harder and harder.

More assignments are coming...
That means i'm gonna be busy...

Mei n I are getting along... somehow...

I wonder if i really can keep my promise to her...

I need to work hard... i dun wanna lose her...
She's giving me so many chances... i can't afford to let her down...

Wish me luck... i need it to make up for the time i have lost...
thx ^^

Everyday life~~~

It seems like i'd been busy here or some time...

Too many things happened in school
then there's also friend's issues to solve...

and i'm still sick....

so tired.....
really tired.........

well i better get some slp.... since i have some days left b4 my big chopper
wish me a good night slp

Tired ... Working .. New experience

Again.. i forgot all about my blogging...

Life's been kinda hectic for the moment...
Assignment deadline's coming...
Mei's struggling with wat to do with her nursing...
Me working at fang yuan...

Working in new places has always been something exciting to me...
I get to see new people, learn new things and be in new environment...
There's also new stress XD

But life is not fun without having working and learn things XD
It helps to shape my understanding of the surrounding and try to change it.
I noe i always say i hate to change... but thats about changing myself... now i'm trying to change the environment XD.


Well regardless of which.... (now my body ached like hell)
Wish me luck in life and live life to my fullest !!! ^^

Sick....

I know i haven't been updating as frequently as i used to ...
bcoz i am sick...
well not feeling any better.
still sucks...

really need more rest...

i really need to get fit soon... my body is getting weak...
and my brain is getting toasted...

i'm playing bioshock now... kinda hooked onto it now... haha

wish me get well soon. ^^

Total chaos...

I know lately i've not been able to update my blog daily...

I'm sorry for that...

But there're plenty reasons for that...
1st being , i'm being too busy that i forgotten about it
2nd, i was sick for these few days...
3rd, i was preoccupied with PC fair and installing the new gadgets i bought ^^

i guess thats about it.

but there's one thing i really like to point out...
thats how selfish human can be...

i went to the walk for sight '10 last sunday... so we were to walk with our partner (either visually-impaired or blind-folded) , so i finished the walk... i had a terrible headache... i'm still sick... but somehow manage to get through it. And i was lining up for some free refreshments... then ppl starting to jump queue and went ahead... then i guess its bcoz of the headache... i kinda snapped = =
i scolded ppl... using vulgar words T.T ... in front of many ppl... haiz
kinda embarrassed by that ... but then again i din care about it then...
haiz... juz can't help feeling sorry for humanity... everyone must be selfish de...

haiz...

regardless of which... wish me luck in getting through my embarrassment...

sadness and desperation

I wonder why does it have to be like this?
i juz forgot to bring something and she's mad like i made some big mistake...
Haiz..well i can understand y she's mad actually
she juz hate me forget things she asked me to do , but also to add fuel to the flame... she was being scolded by her supervisor for the whole day...so she's already in a bad mood... and me being forgetful made her even more worse...
haiz... i wish i could do more for her...
but i guess i can't...

well i better buckled up or else... i'm screwed...

haiz...
wish me luck... i really need it now..

Kim tat's visit and my 48 hours non stop mayhem

After being missing out on all the fun with us...
kim tat's finally back to meet us... though it's only for a short while...
but again... its better than nothing right?

Well before going into that ,

Shiao mei asked me to fetch her and her friend to and fro from work on sunday bcoz their van ain't driving them to work. Well doing so means... i have to wake up real early... but that's when the problem starts... i couldn't slp... and i ended up staying up all night until its time to fetch them to work... then after that i came home to have a short nap... during the afternoon, i went to pick up kim tat and him friend from the bus terminal to Vistana. They are staying in the service apartment.
We had a mini gathering among few of us , like shen yung, xu rui, yong sheng and me.
We all went to queensbay and had dinner there, guess wat did we had for dinner??
TGI Friday!!! I've never been there before and never ate the food before...
So i was kinda excited going there... and kinda nervous coz i dunno wat to eat...

Well then i simply made an order... we had our dinner ... it was fun... we even ordered a beer.. its called budweiser... and then we got a warning from the manager bcoz we aren't allow to comsume alcohol unless you are 21 and above.

Well who cares about that... we enjoyed our one and only beer... it was more than enough.

We also went and watched a movie... called Beauty on Duty.Its quite a nice show... better than the pandora box ever....

Then i fetched kim tat back to vistana and tagged along with him to stay overnight... or rather i planned not to slp at all since i need to wake up early on monday for Cheng Beng, around 4am. and at that time it was already 1 am...so i might as well juz try to hold on for as long as i can .

I had a nice long chat with kim tat. Its been a while since we had such a long chat... we talked about our gfs... our future... our ambitions... our road ahead...
then without knowing its 4 am , so i drove home... barely.. i was having a real hard time trying to keep my eyes open...
But at last i managed to drove home safely... then i went to cheng beng.... with only few hours of slp for 2 days... by now most ppl will collapse .... i'm suprised i'm still strong ... i can even study for a lil before feeling sleepy...

haiz, well doing so puts a strain on my body... as i ty;pe this now... my brain is actually shutting down d... i'm very tired even though i slept a lot d....

Haiz... well wish me luck in resetting my biological clock...
good night^^

Haiz...life without computer...

All of the days.... my desktop chose to break down today....
Haiz... there's so many info inside my desktop that i need urgent access into...
I'll be really messed u unless i have access to it ASAP
but until now... i still dunno whats the problem... i need help...
haiz.... i guess i'll have to go around running in BJ looking for some ideas to wat happened and how to solve it.

man... its gonna be a tiring day tomorrow... guess i better slp early then....
haiz... wish me luck in solving this problem.

April Fool's trick...

Today's april fool and everyone's busy playing a fool on others...

I've been the victim for multiple times today...
some r funny, some r really over... some r idiotic...
some juz plain fun but still stupid.

Well thats how it should be... april fool is to fool ppl...


Thats about it...

Moving on to the next topic...
My best friend is coming out soon.!!!! he's gonna come visit us... (finally) after dunno so many years....its been so long since i met him... sure wanna catch up with him .... i sounded like a girl huh ?
well i dun care XD

anyway... wish me luck in getting everything done in time!!!

Night out with Mei....

Well i went out with her tonight to go watch some movie... Since she's not working today

We went to watch Just another pandora's box.... To be honest i dun even get the basic idea of this movie... its plain rubbish!!!!!

Haiz... nvm that...
while we were going there, shiao mei said her eyes are kinda irritated... and then she said she's ok... but then when we were watching the movie... she kept having hard time to really enjoy the film.... i felt really bad for her... i've asked her many times if she's really can't take it anymore, i'll take her home straight... bcoz its not good to take risk with the eyes.... i'm really worried for her... she was wearing contact lens...
maybe the contact lens are dirty or something else...
well somehow or rather we managed to see till the end of the show... then we immediately go home. I'm sending her back straight coz i'm really worried about her and want her to take out that lens ASAP...

After sending her home, i'm kinda waiting anxiously to call her... but then i somehow day-dreaming... then she called me ... while kinda grumbling... haiz

well at least she finally took it off d... then i'm so relieve now...

wish me all the luck i need for now... for everything i'm doing. ...

Busy busy....

Sorry for not posting lately...
I've been getting busy and busier...
joining the Team building camp....
getting involve in the e-learners group committee...
trying to get along with her....

well i'm going out with her tonight to watch some movies...
its been a while since we last went out together...
well i'm kinda looking forward to it... hopefully i won't mess up anything ==

well for your info, i'm typing this post from my class XD teacher is busy walking around teaching other students about programming while i'm idling around writing this

well for now... thats all...

wish me luck for tonight !!! ^^

Days of neverending mistakes...

This weekend has been a really frustrating weekend...

My sis secretly went to a cyber cafe behind our backs and lie to us... ending up getting me and her grounded = =... u might be wondering.. how so ?
well i noe i have nothing to do with any of this.... but then again my mum was juz being mad at that time... knowing her and myself... i will find my way to get out of trouble...

But trouble 1st come to me.... saturday i already promised her that i'll bring her to pick up her contact lens... but being grounded means i can't go out... which means i'm in trouble.... BIG trouble.... haiz... she's mad at me... very mad... very dissapointed
which makes me feel so miserable.... wat can i do to make her feel happy ?
can i really bring her happiness ? am i really the one for her ? should i think about her instead of my own selfish wish ?

haiz... there's so many problems in life... in my life to be exact....

Dun forget there's also my assignment around the corner... everyone's busy looking for info on how to do that assignment.... i'm having trouble myself....

well no matter wat i'm have to find a way and make my way through it !!!
i will , i have to... so for now i'll go to slp... since its kinda late now and tomorrow i still have class....its gonna be a tiring day !!!

wish me luck!!!!

things are getting better... one step at a time

For some reason...after the long chat at FB... everyone today seems more open and chat around more ... compare to the silent classroom fews days ago...
I guess everybody "warmed up" now ...including me ^^

i've been talking to quite few ppl today... and manage to get to noe a few...
one would be evon from pcghs, and boon chung and also francis... and many other whom i dunno name XD

Well we got our assignment today... we were shocked to noe about the report we were asked to do...everyone was shocked... beyond words... we can only say... we're dead!!

Well nevertheless we started doing something at least search for the data needed...

But i'm so tired now....
going to slp d

Tomorrow's another long day!!! wish me luck!!!

Fun time in college...

Today's has been a hectic day... I couldn't find a car park at INTI today...
I was going mad... until i finally found one spot...
Then i rushed to class... its math class today...
1st class... teacher seems strict... explained the course structure...
and i finally realize... i'm in deep shit!!! (sorry for word used)
Well not only that... she chose me and allyson to be class reps
haiz... no wonder i had bad feelings about today....

well nvm... at least i had fun during the programming class...
or rather... game...
we din really spend the time in the classroom... we were walking around the 5th floor doing a game , she asked us to play.. to get a grip about how lack of info will cause certain things to fail ... etc...

Well after the fun time during the day... today i notice a few of them in fb and we started chatting... and i came with an idea of creating a group...
DIT 2010 group for ourselves... to get in touch with each other and make it easier to inform each other...

hehe i think we are with a very good start.. everyone is warming up now... XD

Well wish me luck tomorrow... there's math class and english class !!! argghh!!!

INTI horror fest 2010

Tonight was INTI horror fest. Its a fun festival with a ghostly theme specially planned for students to enjoy....
They actually sell tickets to enter the fest. but then again... i managed to sneak into it XDXD ok... dun kill me...

Well everyone was dressed up like a ghost or anything thats scary... i even saw someone with a scythe... its kinda cool... there's also a huge butcher knife... like one Ichigo from bleach used. XD

There's also various musical performance and dances... also few games....
I looked at them and saw how they enjoyed it...
I kinda envy the ppl behind this... how they actually plan and make it a success...
how everyone work together...
i'm starting to wonder... am i a team player ?

Haiz... well i dunno ... honestly.. i dunno
i guess in order to be success we have to start early....and i tend to do last minutes job...

haiz... guess thats the reason y i couldn't achieve success...

Well regardless... tomorrow i have class at 8am... so gotta slp early..
wish me luck tomorrow...

Days in INTI

I noe i've stop posting for a few days... I've been busy with INTI
since i juz started it yesterday... and i was busy until i forgotten about my posts

I couldn't sleep the night b4 starting my diploma course.
There's only around 3 girls in my class. they say there might be more ppl coming in...
but i'll see...

For now the class is about 23 ppl.
There's no one i knew from school is studying with me in this diploma...

I felt kinda lonely... but then again i can still meet up with new ppl.

Haiz.... I've been so stressed out that i barely sleep these few days... haiz

Well better wish me luck in getting accustomed to all these new things... college life

For better or worse i gotta study hard and do well... for my future... for her wish to be true... i need to... so wish me luck!!!!

Pushpa's Wedding...

Today's pushpa's wedding dinner.

In the morning, i went to INTI to enroll myself into the IT program which will start from this coming monday (damn.... so fast... kinda not used again)

Then after lunch went to visit Ah ma, she looked so weak compared to the last time i saw her.... but she still could recognize me and tell me she's proud of me of my result....even though i'm not really very satisfied with it.

Then its time for pushpa's wedding dinner....
Mum was wearing a punjabi clothing and my sis wore the same too... me and dad juz wore some casual but semi-formal clothing ....

Well the wedding is kinda grand... there's a lot of tables... and honestly i never beent o a indian's wedding... so kinda hoping to open my eyes...

And guess wat ?
my eyes were wide open, almost felling out ... after the bride and groom arrived
the guests immediately swarm the buffet table... (they use buffet style instead of the table serving) and the queue was so long that we gave up waiting ... we went and get other things such as roti canai, satay , drinks and fruits...
The food are suprisingly nice. Despite the long queue and ppl cutting queue and fight over food.... Overall its a nice dinner.

I finally got to see how an indian actually have a wedding ceremony.... its comprises of many rituals and steps, and finally its all coming to an end today.

I sincerely congratz and wishes the newlyweds couple to have a nice life together and hope to have lil kids soon ^^

Wish me luck too in achieving my goal with studying in INTI... i'm so nervous... since its been a while since i last study.... = =

Life...is always besides death....

I never ever forget how i felt when my grandfathers died....
That kind of feeling is unbearable ... and unforgettable

Now... My grandma... (technically she's my grandma's sister, but i juz call her grandma) has been hospitalized... she's very weak now.... the condition is not good for her.... i dun think she can hold on much longer...

I've been thinking back... to when i was small, where she always smile and talk to me... she was always happy to see , so was i... she always tell me to study hard, and be successful person in the future.... she's been there for me since i was small...
for me... she's my only grandma.

Now she's like that, and i can't do a damn thing about it.
Life is always like that, the moment u take something for granted , it will take that away from u , the moment u lost something, thats when u start to regret...

I juz regret i din spent much time with her, i was too busy doing my own things...
she's always there looking at me, praying for me, wishing me all the best to do wateva i wan.

If i have one wish now, i will wish for her well-being, but thats impossible
so i will wish , for her to leave in peace, with no suffering as she's done enough good deeds, as i'm a living proof of her deeds.

I love u , Ah ma....

Even though ur not my actual ah ma, but ur still the one that look after me since i'm small.

I really sincerely hope from the bottom of my heart for u to be in peace , and u will always be inside my heart forever.

Wish her all the peace and i love her.

RED FM 40 mins in 4 secs,,,crazy and nerve wrecking

Man... the jackpot for the 40 mins in 4 secs has snowballed beyond RM11k....
everyone is fighting for it...
I'm one of them too....

I wonder if i can do it this time...
If i can get that money .... then i dun have to worry about my studies...
and i can also buy my psp.... and maybe give the girls some treats...
well i guess money sometimes are powerful...
but being too money hungry is bad.... since u will be blinded by money and money alone.
i'm juz a guy living by the days.... simple .... yet complicated
i'm juz a pathetic guy...... not too good yet not too bad

let's juz all try our best to try for that !!!!!
Wish me luck!!!! I really need it this time!!!1

Future... Undetermined....

Now i've gotten my results... everyday have been a hectic day...
I have to run around photostating papers...certifying papers...
in order to apply for scholarships... for the courses i wanna apply
And to do so.... i had to make trips back to school to do so...

and it ain't easy.... since they aren't always free to certify things for us
and there's a lot of ppl waiting to certify things.... so it ain't easy...

Haiz.... i kinda hate that feeling of being pushed around doing a lot of things...
i noe its for my own good.... but i'm kinda getting tired of it....

With my result... honestly i'm not totally satisfied with it.... i think i could do better... but its already passed... so i can't change anything... so no point thinking of what if....

today i also went over to Kak Pushpa's house to see her getting prepare for her wedding... my mum went over there to get the henna... its a kind of tattoo, on her hands... and i also had some done on my hands...

Hopefully the henna will turn out good.... or else = = i'm dead....

since it will last a few days....

After looking around and thinking for a while.... i think i'll be going to TAR college to study my diploma in computer science.... its still under my choice courses
so that will do.... though the distance could be a problem....
But its waaaayyyy cheaper than other colleges.... about 1/3 cheaper....
so i can really save a lot from PTPTN loan....

Phew.... well that solves some of the problem.... but there're still more to come...
so i better get prepared myself for it. I will do it... i can do it...
wish me all the luck i need. ^^

Penang Go Festival Carnival....

Since Fri, esplanade is the venue for the Penang international Go-kart and food carnival 2009....

My cousin's selling bread at one of the stalls there... and i went there to help him upon his request.

The whole event... no doubt the cool and nice naming... is juz nothing but a name... the whole event is actually a failure....

Reasons?
Lack of proper advertising...
Lack of information ...
Miscommunication...
Lack of proper planning...
Lack of proper guidelines...
and many many more...

I noe i'm juz there to sell some bread... but sometimes i juz can't ignore how bad things had become... the event was a total mess...

Many customers there wanted to buy things but din noe they must buy the food voucher before purchasing any food.... and some of the customers left bcoz they dun wanna buy a voucher... some juz give up after failing to look for the person selling vouchers...

so the organizers are partly to be blamed for the lack of business for all hawkers there... and we r juz a few that actually came to support this event... many juz din bother...

through this u can see how bad the event was.... and there's a lot of unnecessary changes to the time.... making us even more confused....

Haiz... Even though the event was a letdown...

We still managed to get good business... many came to buy our breads and cakes....
i'm still wondering about how much my pay will be.... since my cousin never state at all....

Well regardless of the amount... salary is still salary.... so i am grateful for wateva amount gven.... hopefully within the next few days.... ^^

Wish me luck in getting up early tomorrow.... i need to fetch shiao mei...to her school.... i'm really tired after work now.... so going to slp ... since i din slp well for the last 3 days... XD

Days of agony finally came to an end....

Its finally that time...
I was at school.... waiting for my SPM result....

A long wait....

Finally, its time... to get that slip....
that will determine my life ahead....

I was holding that slip.... and i felt the whole world crashing down....
I only got 8As.... 2Bs.... while most of my other friends got straight As...

Result slip breakdown as below... :
BM - A
BI - A
BC - B
Math - A+
Add Math - B+
Moral - A
Sejarah - A+
Physics - A-
Chemistry - A-
Biology - A-
1119 - 2A

haiz.... looking at the night newspaper... seeing all my primary friends....getting straight As... and me ... juz at a sit admiring them.... i felt so down... dissapointed.... pressured....

i noe... to her... my result is like godlike.... there's a difference....

but i dun mind about her results... as i dun judge ppl by the books... neither by their looks... its by their action... and reactions....

but for some reason... we kinda had a small argument... ok... maybe a big one...
she was against me in my pursuit to study IT in INTI... and i was trying to make it clear to her that it isn't as bad as she thought....

then .... suddenly.... she gave me a silent treatment....
i was like.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~ not the silent treatment...
then i was begging her to forgive me ... for saying things to harshly...
but until after i drop her off... she still din give me a good answer....

i'm so worried.... i dun wanna lose her juz bcoz of a stupid argument....
maybe its bcoz of my lack of slp last night.... thats y i'm kinda short-fused...
but its also bcoz her result isn't so satisfactory... not even for her...
so she's kinda upset... and maybe i juz aggravate it...
i'm a jerk... i'm an idiot.... haiz....

i dun wanna lost her....

wish me luck in making her better again.... hopefully....i wanna see her laugh as her laughter brings light to my void.... eternal darkness....

The time is here..... Death awaits....

Well its finally that time again....

The time where we painstakingly have to go and collect our result slips...

And it cause us to have sleepless nights .... nightmares....

I totally have no confidence in my results.... totally... none....

i juz hope i will get some decent one... i dun even dare to wink now...

I'm so nervous i can't really slp now.... though i'm tired....
but i still can't make myself slp...

its too agonizing.... T.T

arhhhh!!!!! the wait.... after all these months.... the time has come...
now i wish it won't come so early....!!!!.....

i need more time.... to mentally prepare myself....

haiz....

wish me luck tomorrow ... i need all the luck in the world this time... ^^

Netbook's 1st day

I'm so excited i got the netbook grand prize last night.

I went to school to sought help from my "sifu" in IT... and use some equipments he had there..
i was setting the whole comp up ... for almost the whole morning...
and into the afternoon and finally at night i got it all work and running....

its kinda useful .... though its already an obsolete model... who cares ?
i got it for free... and its working is good enough...
i'm very easy to please... ^^


here's a photo of me from the newspaper cutting


I looked weird ... T.T
i'll be going back to school again to return the things i borrowed from him.
and getting some help on solving the wifi issues....

Wish me luck ^^

my lucky day!!!!

Yesterday and Today's been a hectic day...

i've been running around the whole education fair looking for my courses of interest...
and guess which did i ended up with ?
IT!!! but i was also looking at pharmacy, biotech and any bio related fields...

and with the star as the main organizers... they also had the spin and win contest...
which i spun yesterday and ended up with craps.... tickets to lost world of tambun...for children... = = then a free make up course worth up to RM3800
haiz... thats all not for me...T.T

then today i went there again to try my luck...
and guess wat did i get now ??? I got the grand prize!!!! actually one of the grand prize winner la, later we will have to come back again to draw for which prize we will get.

So i came back around 6.30pm for the draw.... we took turn draw the arrangement no. and i got the 1st... being the 1st to draw has a lot of advantage... there's all the prize available... but there's also a lot of cons... there's too many prize to take...
and guess wat did i drew? a netbook!!!! wow... thats like... o.O i din expect that

i guess thats the message that my ah kongs brought to me saying that i should pursue in IT field.... lol XD guess i'll follow their sign XD

i guess i'll be in tomorrow's newspaper ... again... XD hope everyone will see me
*blushes* hehe

see ya in tomorrow's newspaper !!!!

wish me luck in going for the courses i'm interested

an encounter with the angel of death ....

i'm starting to believe i'm a person with incredible luck...
and i guess both my grandfathers r my guardian angels.

Without these 2... i guess i'm already dead... a long time ago...

Today i was supposed to play badminton with my friends...
i drove my car... using the old mountain road to reach Permata sports centre...
and about halfway on my way... i almost crashed into another car which was trying to turn ... and i managed to escaped unscathed inches from it.... i was totally scared...
everything was blank... i was thinking... of her... and was glad i am still alive...

I always said dieing is nothing.... but when death came knocking on ur door... u will be afraid to embraced it.... thats the fact.... and i juz experienced it.

I still wanna be with her... with my friends... and do all i can before i really die...

I guess i better start driving safely .... for my sake... for her sake... for everyone's sake

Wish i can have a good night slp tonight... and wish me luck in driving safely... and wish me all the best in surviving life ^^

days of nervous breakdown...

The news of when result is coming out has finally been confirms...
11th of March... the doomsday for all form 5 2009

haiz... its so fast... i dun think i've prepared myself...i dunno if i can handle the pressure...
time is ticking.... no time less... time is not enough....

i need help... i'm going hysteric.... losing my mind... !!!!! arghhhh!!!!

Tomorrow i'll be playing badminton with ming wei and co.... its been a while since i last played....
I guess this could help me slim down a bit, in my attempt to keep fit for her sake...

I must do it... or else i'm dead.... i wonder if i should start climbing mountains ?
i wonder if anyone wans to go with me... ? haiz.... i guess i'll stick to badminton and bodybuilding for the moment...

wish me luck in keeping fit again... and hope i can get a good night slp.

Trio's day out and my house mini party

Yesterday... i went for a haircut and wei fen had her hair dyed at Toppers.
I was reluctant to get a haircut though. wei fen and shiao mei kinda forced me into it.

Haiz... anyway... the end look was quite ok... juz a bit weird as i never did had a fashionable haircut... T.T

Well after that, we went over to Kuta Bali, wei fen said she wanna see her bf's best friend and we tagged along... enjoyed the night there , talking like old buddies and drinking XD

Fast forward that to today...

I went back to school to get my leaving certificate... which i asked them to do some correction.... (my weiwen is written like <-- and not wei wen...) and they asked me to come and collect it on 2nd of Jan... and its like... o.O 3rd of march now.

After that, i went over to pick shiao mei and wei fen, to come over to my house. since my aunt and baby have moved to my cousin's house. So the house is empty during the afternoon.

So we asked shiao mei to bring along her laptop and used the wifi in my house. Its kinda fun having girls in my house , with nobody around... (juz to make things straight, there's no extra unnecessary activities happened) We're all mature teenagers.

After that, i sent them all back home... and now... i'm having terrible headaches...

And also, velgeen haven't called me to inform me of my work schedule.... haiz...

Hope the so called new system is working well, and i do wanna start work again soon.

- Shiao mei asked me to keep fit and lose weight... i better do so, and they say i should change my appearance and fashion style... but i have bad fashion sense...
haiz.... Hope she will be with me and guide me....
Wish me all the best in losing weight and gain back my old body... not so fit but still not fat... XD

3 day stay at Vistana service apartment.

I've been away for a few days... staying at vistana service apartment along with my aunt and uncle from singapore.

Its been a long stay there.... there's a lot of story to tell

1st... We've been eating everyday since friday ...
2nd... We've been gambling everyday since friday...
3rd... We've been in air-con rooms everyday since friday...

Thats practically summarized all that happened during these few days.

Ok... I won a lot during gambling... about RM30++ ... loss quite a bit...
I've definitely gained a lot of weight... I'll have to work extra hard at a gym...
And i've definitely have a no-go from her to continue smsing with other girls...
Haiz... i wonder how will i cope with this...? ... Maybe thats wat i really need to change... stop relying on girls to pass time... find other things to do ... and stay loyal to her...

Other than that... we checked out today.... and i have a 2nd training for Fujiz at Eastin hotel ... its about the newly launched Fujiz Gojzi Coffee... which suprisingly taste very good. There's a strong aroma, a soft bitter after taste, and a lingering flavor inside ur mouth after drinking it... sounds untrue ? Well u will have to try it to believe it.

They've changed a bit of the system... all promoters now will have immediate stocks on hand...(2 tea 4 coffee) which really makes it easier for us to promote it off work.... XD Looks like they've really started mass promoting their products... with banners everywhere and penetrating the local coffee houses... they r also targeting supermarkets within this months... I'm looking forward to the progress ... Being part of this is fun... though i din managed to work a lot last month...but with my results coming next week... i do wonder how long will i work this month ??? ....

Well i went out with her later tonight... we went out to the ocean park juz sitting there... cuddling ... and enjoying the time together... and talk about a lot of things... And its been a good night... and with a order from her majesty stating i should slp early (and its not early now...) i better go to slp soon...

Wish me luck in promoting the new product and achieve good sales... ^^

P.S. Chiu yeng, sorry i din sms u today... i'm trying to do wat she's telling me to. i will still reply ur sms , but not too much . i'm sorry. i hope it won't affect our friendship :[

Fun day ... at Kek Lok Si

Today i went out with shiao mei and wei fen to Kek Lok Si.
Its so beautiful... The lights are so mesmerizing...

It was really a pleasant memory tonight. I'm sure both of them also had the same thought.

I'm glad i came here with them. Though i had to carry shiao mei up the 1st half of the mountain climb on our way up to the temple... since i parked at the bottom T.T

Now my whole body hurts... but its worth it. She's such a lil girl... dun forget to mention lazy at times...But still kinda cute XD


Tonight's a good night~~~ XD Wish me all be best recover from my cough and body ache.

Here's some photos of the temple... XD its kinda nice.







Here's shiao mei and wei fen

And here's me and shiao mei...

Still sick...

Man... my throat ain't getting any better as days goes by...
Haiz.... Ok... maybe its kinda like my fault for not really eating any medicines or stay away from those fried and oily foods...

But who cares.... :P

Like always , i'm not doing anything for the whole day except playing musou orochi...
kinda got hooked onto it. Though it gets boring at times... but my fingers r gonna so get cramped after playing it for 6 hours straight...

So i made it an effort to stop every 2-3 hours.... coz i wanna watch some shows and eating my meals...

Finally tomorrow's the day i'm gonna meet with her again...XD and also wei fen

We're going to Kek Lok Si temple...

Hopefully all is well and everything will be fine...

*Cross my fingers* Wish me luck in tomorrow. And hope my throat will get better soon.

Sick day.... Hate it...

I had difficulty sleeping last night...
For some unknown reason...
maybe its pressure of being with her...
The thought of losing her
The fear of being left alone...
All the agony and pain... and suffering...

Haiz... What should i do to face this problem ?

If i'm with her , together, i feel invincible!!!
Without her... i'm like a soldier without a gun, a swordsman without a sword...
Useless .... Hopeless...

So i must work hard to match up to her expectation. She is willing to give it a try.
I must appreciate this chance. It will not come by ever again...
1 shot of a lifetime.

Lets do it!!!!!!!!

But being sick ain't helping much .... I'm too weak at the moment to do anything... and it looks like its gotten worse too... Haiz...
Bcoz my love life crisis there's also another crisis...

I'm unsure whether i should color my hair or not....!!!?!?!?!?!?

Haiz... so many problems so lil time... so out of idea... so dead.....

Amongst all these... the fact that Fujiz isn't calling me kinda worries me...
Most of my friends around me have started work... I'm left out... Or rather feel uneasy about this.

Haiz.... can't do anything about that... i might as well that this as a sick leave for me to rest and recover fully.

Wish me luck in getting well soon and get my job started soon. Also settling my things with her smoothly and everything will be fine ^^

Messed up day...

I'm sick.... sore throat.... I can't really speak... without my throat hurt like hell

I'm really starting to question myself...
Am i really into a relationship?
And how much am i willing to give up ?
How do i be a good bf?
how do i make her feel safe?

There's a millions of questions that i have no answer to it.

Am i having a gf for the sake of having one ?
Am i really juz wanna have a companion ?
Do i really love her ?
Am i fooling with her feelings ?

I'm so desperate now... I can't bear to think ... She's suffering bcoz of me, i'm not being of any help to her... I juz add more burden to her.

She's suffering... From the pressure of her friends, family..
Friends says : R u sure u wanna be with him? He's not a very good guy...
Family says : U cannot be with that guy, u must find and marry a doctor...

She's in a dilemma... so do i...
I'm so unsure of wat to do... i'm lost... i need guidance... Someone PLS HELP!!!!

I need to give her assurance... and give myself confidence...

I need to , i must to , i have to....

DO OR DIE!!! For her sake and for mine.

Wish me all the best in getting her confidence and mine, and wish us the luck to overcome wat lies in from of us.

Night at Chew Jetty

Today is a total fun day...

During lunch, my cousin from Alor Setar and my uncle came and visit us and had lunch together at a restaurant.

Later i had a stroll with my sis at QB mall, buying some discs to watch together later.

Night, i went out with Wei fen and Shiao Mei. They wanna go watch the offerings at Chew Jetty, every year its filled with many ppl and offerings... We went in to have a look at the jetty and then went back home...

We watched the fireworks that was fired before we left... there's a lot of fireworks shooting around....

Then we went home... i dropped wei fen 1st... then i drop shiao mei home. She asked me if i wanna follow her up to her house. I said ok...
I was kinda nervous to follow her in... XD
I din went in, juz have a look at her surroundings and the outside of her house.

It will be a while longer before i enter her house.... How long i dunno....

Sometimes, i think i'm a beast....i always said i'll protect girls.... but i tend to hurt them more than protecting them... So i am a failure.... useless bastard....
Mens are always sexual beast... they are control by lust.... and i'm no different than them....

Haiz.... Wish i will have more control of myself and wish all the best for tomorrow...

P.S. I'm starting to lose my voice now T.T .... haiz....

Days of .... plain stupidity...

I'm having a major headache today....
Reason ?
Plain stupidity.... i was waiting for shiao mei to come back from her karaoke session with her family...

Ok.. to others this might sound stupid, but to me its still ok, its been a while since i last slept around 5am...
Though i did had a major headache... worse than a hangover... and almost fell off my stairs...

She's not doing so well either... and the worst part of all is, she's working tonight...
so she'll be very tired and grumpy XD

Well i'll be ready to listen to her complains again the whole day...XD

After dropping her to work as usual... i followed my mum to her friend's house for dinner. After that, i went out with Wei Fen, juz hang out chatting , the plain old stuff for old friends...

She had a quarrel with her bf today... so she wasn't having a good mood, i tot taking her out to make her feel better. And we went to the ocean park near the Jelutong expressway. Its really a nice place to be for couples or family...I'm sure to come here again in the future... with shiao mei i hope....

Well for now, lets juz wish i will be able to not anger her at least once everyday... ==

Endless serenity .........

Today is a day like no other...

Today i have to pay vincent Rm150 for the red box payment...

Today i fetch shiao mei to go to work.

Today i give shiao mei my 1st present for her.

Today i confessed to shiao mei...

She accepted it. Though its only a trial run...

I'm so happy now i can juz jump off a building shouting her name... ^^

My family and i went and watched a Hindi movie at BJ tonight...
The show is called, My Name Is Khan. starring Shah Rukh Khan

Its a really nice show. i recommend watching it. But if ur very religious... then its better not watching it, since it involves a lot of religions..

Overall really nice, though its kinda sad story and funny and meaningful.

Nothing really planned for tomorrow... so i'll be at home for most of the time tomorrow...

Wish me luck in being with shiao mei... she's a tough cookie...

A Night out.......

Earlier , wei fen called and told me she's bored and asked if i wanna come over to her house for a while. I said ok... then i asked, u wanna go out ? She said YES!!!...
then i went over to her house 1st after dinner. Juz visiting her house under her mum's order. I helped her mother understand the insurance package she had about her accident and wat can or cannot claim.

After doing so, me and wei fen went over to Tesco Hypermarket... and look around for.... Sunglasses!!!!! i noe its weird... but she want one so i say ok , lets look around for it. So we went looking around and none of it suits her taste... there ain't much to choose from , so she said lets postpone this till next time and come with shiao mei.

Then she told me she wanna buy some beads to make a long long necklace and handphone strap. Well then we went over to Pragin (its almost 9pm) and try to look for it. Sadly most of the shops aren't open yet... they r opening on thursday = =.... well most of them...

So feeling disappointed, i fetch her to buy some food for the parents before sending her home. She's such a filial child. I'm proud to be her friend.

I'm having a headache now ... T.T

Damn... everthing i wanna bid for was sold... the moment i take my eyes off the screen!!!!... Haiz... i guess wat ain't mine ain't mine....

Wish me luck in getting my bids!!!! T.T

I noe its very hard... but its better than nothing right?

Feeling idiotic...

I juz woke up... yesterday there was a black out in my neighbourhood. after the power is restored, for some reason my monitor wouldn't lit up, i tried fixing it last night... but couldn't ... I tot... damn it couldn't have fried the circuits... well luckily this morning its ok... hence i am able to write this post now... XD

Amanda came and look for me... in msn, we chatted its been a while since we chat...
She's feeling down... and i was trying to cheer her up... but for some reason everything i do backfired... i ended up making her worse and now she's mad at me...

i felt so idiotic... i should have comforted her not making idiotic silly brainless jokes to her... she's already as down as she is, she needs someone she can rely on...
what happen to the mature me? y am i being so childish?!?!?
Is it bcoz of pressure ?!?!?

I dunno ... i'm totally at a lost.... i dun even noe who i am anymore.... i'm too weak.....

A weird valentine ...

Today i went out with Shiao Mei... together to watch a movie at Gurney...

I went and fetch her somewhere around Lip Sin and also give her the flower that my aunt bought. well about that...

When i was giving her the flower, her family suddenly showed up and surround me...
I was like sooooo dead... T.T
Shiao Mei was shocked too... we were lost of words...

Well with that over... we went on going to gurney to catch our movie, haiz...
with the thought of divine interrogation by our respective families...

We went and watched the movie, Alls Well Ends Well 2010. Its a good show... well its a comedy , so its juz plain funny and stupid...

After finishing the movie at around 3 something... there's still plenty of time, so we went over to Queensbay to spend some time... And when we reached the car park...
she's too tired to walk, so we juz sat in our car, and chat. Suprisingly we managed to sit in my car for a whole 3 hours , and since she's going to work soon...

So we left queensbay and went over to her factory...
But seeing her so tired today... i kinda feel reluctant to let her go to work...
even though she's already prep herself to go to work... i ended up managed to persuade her to take the day off. XD

Feeling kinda bad for her... so i said i'll pay u for today, bcoz today is a double pay work day.

I dunno ... for some reason i'm starting to really get attracted to her...
But there's also another part of me that is afraid to step out to take any further action.... Too many things happening too fast...

I'm juz hoping it won't end in a deadly crash . . .if so i'm sure i'm dead then....
I dunno if i can handle it anymore...

Praying together...

Wei Fen asked if i wanna go praying with her today... so i said ok, ask shiao mei to tag along too.

So when i was fetching Wei fen, shiao mei called, and asked if i can fetch her sis and drop them at sunshine jelutong... i said ok...

So we went to sunshine jelutong 1st, then make our way to the temple somewhere inside Kampung Pisang....

We couldn't find it at the 1st look... after driving around for a while, we finally located that temple... and make through the narrow entry into the temple...
And take our turn to offer our prayers.

After offering our prayers... there's kinda plenty of time, and so , we went over to shiao mei's grandma house at jelutong.. which around where i drop her sis earlier.

It was kinda awkward for me to show up... i mean... a guy to show up along with girls... We drop by for a while and make a quick exit. Then i invited both of them to my house for dinner , since my mum and aunt are cooking a feast... But then again i din prepare myself for the interrogation ahead for me T.T...
We had our dinner then we quickly left to fetch shiao mei to work... since she's already late... so i quickly get her there, and see her off to work.

I really am really unsure of wat my feelings tells me... There's so much uncertainty .... and reality is... i'm not her ideal guy.... and another question is, can i handle what comes after getting her ? the onslaught of her family , and the extra burden she has to bear after being with me?....i dunno there's so many problems i dun even noe where to start solving...
I'm in a dilemma..... I feel like ... juz making myself drunk to run away from all these frustration...

For once... i really am at lost.... May someone shed me light , i need it now...

Valentine's and CNY gloom...

Well its the 1st day of CNY and i'm not visiting houses... since my grandfather passed away last year...

And at the same time its also valentine's day... celebrating it alone again...

We dropped by Sg Pinang during noon to give ah kong some prayers. Then we proceed gonig over to my uncle's house for lunch. After that we went home...

Thats suprisingly simple and short... unlike my previous new years... where we will be going around visiting houses until i had headache...

So i guess this is a good change once in a while...

As for the plans for my flower....
I'm going out with shiao mei tomorrow to gurney to watch some movie then drop her to work... she's working night shift.

So i'll probably give her the flower then... cross my fingers so that it won't feel weird = =

Its gonna be my 1st time giving a flower to a girl... T.T
*finger crossed*

Wish me all the best tomorrow for this... I'm putting all my pride on the line... T.T
it gotta work... it gotta be...!!!!

Happy CNY!!!!!!! Year of the Tiger!!!

Its 2010... Chinese New Year has arrived and its the year of the Tiger!!!
*tiger roars*

Lol... enough of the normal talk...
Its also valentine's day... and i'm still single and available...and still flirting around...

Haiz... CNY reunion meals are not fun without the elders... since both of my grandfathers died already... so both are so dull... boring... i kinda missed them...
Ppl die and ppl born... thats the way of life... They've left to some better place... and we live to continue to strive for the best.

Anyway.... the issue of the bouquet of flower still annoys me.... I'm totally blank about what to do with it... i juz think of it as a waste of chance to not give it to a girl on my 18th year... but giving it to my parents is also a good idea.... I dunno ....I'm getting torn inside!!!!!! Argghhhhhhhh!!!!!

Haiz...

Well regardless.... i'll drop by at than hsiang tomorrow to pay a visit to my teacher... and ask for her guidance XD haha

Wish everyone a happy new year and best of luck in this year of the tiger!!!

Busy day and funny day...

Yesterday wei fen asked me to fetch her to fetch her mum from the hospital.
Her mum got into a accident yesterday... and was admitted to GH... and we both went to fetch her as she's being discharged today.

But... like any other government department...they are super slow....
Normally at any other hospital... they will normally discharged u by noon, here...they will asked u to stay until 2-3pm and wait for the doctor's confirmation to allow the patient to discharge.

So we sat there chatting with her mum. and waiting for the doctors to confirm her discharge... It took almost forever for them to arrive.... and then later i went with wei fen to pay the hospital fees, and also deal with the insurance things...

Then i fetched them home ... Her mum gave me some food and ang pow .... Well i din expect anything... so i was kinda reluctant to accept it. But i ended up accepting it anyway....

I went home after that and found that my mum and aunt bought me a bouquet of flowers.... WTH!!!! A bouquet of flower!!!! for wat!?!?!?!
Well they kept asking me who will i gave it to.... and i was like... o.O = =
Are they serious ???...
I wonder... hopefully i can get an answer soon...

Well then i washed 4 cars and polished my dad's car... halfway... ==

Gonna continue it tomorrow.... Along with my car...

I'm tired... today... mentally and physically.... hehe

Day off...

I took a day off today from working... and today is the last day to work until they reassign us after CNY... so its gonna be a long break.. XD

Today nothing much happened... Normal day doing normal things , and take a nice afternoon nap...

Later i went out to give back Wei fen her things, and found out that her mum was in an accident and she's at the hospital now. I was shocked. Even so, i still went over to fetch shiao mei home from work. And after i reached shiao mei's home, wei fen called me, telling me about how her mother's doing and asking if i can fetch her mum home tomorrow after she discharged.

Well obviously i said yes. since its a request from her... and it would be bad for me to refuse right ?

I also got my parcel from kim tat picked up from the post office. As usual... they always must damage my birthday present... every single year... I'm gonna sue the post office this year... No matter wat!!!

I can't bear to see the damage done to my present year after year... it annoys me and it hurts me deep inside... I'm filled with anger and i won't stop till i get wat i want!!!

I wonder how am i suppose to do so ???... i need some help now...

WIsh me luck in handling the dialy life of a boring life... life's juz getting more interesting !!!

Pasar Malam Trip ^^

Today i had to work morning shift for Fujiz.
We went to another coffee house somewhere in Air Itam...

Ms Chow (our supervisor of some sort) din told me the exact name of the coffee house and we ended up running around looking for it. After making a call to her asking the name of it, we managed to reach there somehow in one piece...

The coffee house was extremely small, and its customers are not a lot, most r here for breakfast, i guess thats y they assigned us in the morning right ?

We tried to promote the drinks to them, but most of them are senior citizens, and most dun like things too sweet, so the sales are not so good. I was lucky enough to managed sold 2 bottles and my partner sold 1. After around 10am the crowd slowly disappear...
And hence we are left with no one else to promote this drink to.
So we ended up taking this opportunity to take a rest and chat.

At the same time, i told Velgeen that i'm not working tomorrow. I need a rest.. I've been working 3 days straight... I guess thats my limit right ? XD

Well at night, i went to the pasar malam at farlim with wei fen and shiao mei
We were trapped in a jam and i'm having a hard time looking for parking space. And i get so frustrated i was blabbering rubbish to them... i felt so bad of doing so to them, and i really wanted to apologize to them... But i'm so... so... unforgiving to myself...

We continued walking around looking for things... i couldn't find any nice men's shirts... and they couldn't find any nice bags or belts either... so we ended up walking around buying some snacks on the way... while shiao mei waiting for her friend to showed up as she has something to pass to her friend.

So after walking for some time, and we r getting tired, we went to kfc to take a rest while waiting for her friend to arrive. After some time, her friend arrived and she gave the things to her and we continued on buying some pizzas before heading home.

Its funny to think... i'm a guy ... single ... but living a life always similar to someone with gf, and worse still, i feel like i'm a playboy... well at least not totally... as i din really used them or play their feelings, i'm juz an ordinary guy who likes to hang out with girls... since they're more fun to hang out than with guys...

Tomorrow's my rest day... so i have to pick up the lost time to clean up my room and table and also pick up my uncollected package from kim tat... Man... i'm still busy even though its my free day = =

Well regardless, wish me luck in handling everything smoothly tomorrow and make sure nothing messed up.

Better sales today....

Today i'm working night shift for Fujiz...
So i had the whole morning and afternoon free. And coincidentally carin asked me out. She said she wanna shop for some items... (u noe la , girls...)
And wei xian tagged along . ^^

Well actually it was wei xian who asked her out, and asked her to ask me to tag along, and fetch them ^^ To some it may seem like they're using me, but i'm ok with that, i dun think of it as using me, i'm thinking of it as creating a chance for them to be together... ^^
So we had lunch 1st b4 we started walking around... looking for her things... and his things too... Lol
We kinda sort of forgotten about his things XD ... we spent most of the time looking for carin's things XD

Well after i dropped them home... i was on my way back... when.....
I accidentally bang into the car in front of me... I was lucky it was only a light bump... but kinda loud too, no major damage done, though i am mad at myself... even now... How could i let that happen ? Was i really that tired ??? I dunno ....

Well after that incident... i went home to change my shirt and pick up some things then i'm off to work... I had a hard time looking for Kuta Bali... but i managed to find it in the end... XD

Well today i was really lucky... I managed to sold 5 bottles within the session... and wei chong sold 1 botttle at the last half hour. He gave it over to me, so that i can get my basic to RM30 and i pay him the share for that 1 bottle. Overall the crowd over at Kuta Bali was still ok... many rejected... some pondered and think ... some juz buy without thinking. So its acceptable to me for my 2nd day of work.

Tomorrow i'm working on the morning shift... 8am to 12pm at some cafe in Air Itam...
Juz cross my fingers and pray, hope that tomorrow i'll manage to locate that coffee shop ^^

Wish me luck tomorrow for better sales or similar , i'm fine with that ^^

Working as Fujiz promoter....

Well after yesterday's last day at tesco, now its time for another new job!!!
My job as the Fujiz promoter !!!

Since its my 1st day... I had to woke up early... and ended up overslept. = =
I had to fetch ming wei too since i'm working together with him. Our venue today was New World Park.

We tried to find our way there and find a cheap place to park. We called Keith who was kinda like our supervisor to find out where suppose do we meet?...
We met him somewhere near the entrance and went over to take some things including our uniforms. We tried on our uniforms and sat down waiting for another person who's working together at NWP today.

I'm suprised to find out that the person said was one of my astronomy club member... not only that he was previously our treasurer... XD Penang is a small island right ?
Well we talked a bit 1st about wat to do and how to do and some tips to improve sales. Then we start work.

Since we started at 10am... the crowds aren't a lot yet... so as time approaches noon, the crowds are building up. Which is good for us. So we went around giving samples to ppl on the tables. I met a corporate guy along with 2 foreign friends, since i can speak english better so i went over to give out the samples... As i was giving out the samples , the corporate guy kept on staring at me, sending out the message : Get out of here right now!!!... His friends however was having a nice time drinking my samples... I see no reason for him to act that way... since i'm doing my work, and not stealing away his work... and its lunch time... enjoy ur lunch dun be selfish... everyone has their own freedom to do things and decisions... who r u to make decisions for them ?!?!?!...
Haiz... i guess in life there're many ppl like this... i'll juz have to accept and move on and learn from it to improve my skills and experiences. XD

After working for 8 hours... I only managed to sold 1 bottle. Which personally i think its a good start... Hopefully i can get 2-3 tomorrow.... Lets juz cross our fingers for that.
Tomorrow i'll be doing the night shift at Kuda Bali...or something... Who cares...

So hopefully better sales tomorrow.

WIsh me luck in improving my sales... ^^ Thx

End is the start of a new beginning....

Today's my last day working at tesco...
Its been fun and enjoyable experience working with them...

Today i met with one of the ppl from the beer section. he was kinda funny guy to talk with. He's studying graphic designing. Its actually the 1st time i've been there to talk with them. Most of the ppl aren't there, except for the quiet one. So i finally had a chance to talk to her ^^

Well today i din have much to do except walking around , eating , drinking and resting all day long... Since its my last day and i only have a few of my items left... so i din bother trying to arrange anything... Except wasting time with Vincent ong...

We walked around the whole tesco , trying out everything on our way...
Time feels so slow today....

Today i went off work early today coz there's a family reunion tonight.
So i din get to get off work with most of them tonight... T.T

Velgeen called me later that night, told me about my new schedule, 10am - 6pm at NWP on mon and wed. And 7pm-11pm at Kota Bali...
And he also told me about how the pay is.

I'm so nervous about my new job... But i'm kinda lazy now... XD
Well i'll juz do wateva i can tomorrow. Wish me luck tomorrow ^^ Its gonna be a tiring day tomorrow .... XD

Good day ? Bad day ?

Its my 2nd last day of work today at tesco.

This morning i got an unexpected call from Shiau Mei, saying that she wants to quit her factory job now. And she asked me to prepare a resignation letter for her. So i spent the next few mins drafting the letter in my head... (still blank T.T) i need to give it to her the next day morning...So i'm dead....

She called me again later in the afternoon during my break time... This time... its something serious... She finally got a present from her obsessed fan... she wrote a sms saying that how bad that present look like, and should she really accepted it... and she accidentally sent it to him... and actually she wanted to sent it to me... So she's blaming it on me and angry at me now... T.T ... I'm kinda innocent in this case right?

Well for a change of luck, vicky is finally being herself today, at least she starts talking to me... We had fun talking as usual... Today at work... I've noticed something's missing... My cans!!!! Well all the items under my jurisdiction are all out of stock... So i'm left with almost no job... well until my boss came to give me my paycheck... and to check out how i'm doing... and to find out that there's nothing for me to do, so she asked me to sell sunsweet prunes which was also under my jurisdiction... thats something shocking... But this item doesn't need my full attention since , who wouldn't know wats a sunsweet prune.... = =

I'm feeling kinda melancholic now... Tomorrow's gonna be my last day of work... I met so many new friends and gain a whole lot of knowledge... And a lot of working experiences... I feel kinda reluctant to leave this job.... but well my jobs need to end then , so i have to end it... since i'm starting another job on monday .... = =
I noe its kinda fast... but then again... we need to keep it going since when u start working u gotta work always or else if u start to get lazy... u will stick being lazy....

So for now... things r turning for the better... I'll hope that tomorrow will be the best... and hope tomorrow will have more pleasant memories ^^

Wish me all the best tomorrow and a nice day ^^ Night !!!

My life is in a messed....

Today... is probably the worst day of my life...
Xiao mei is mad at me, as she was late to work yesterday Bcoz i was late to fetch her
Vicky is disgusted by me... bcoz i said something weird (sexual topics) and she felt disgusted and now, she dislike me...
And worse of all, after i came back home... I found out my sister stole my mum's money!!!! ... I was so disappointed... Its like history's repeating itself...
Long time ago, when i was still in primary... i stole money from my grandpa and parents.... And now... its my sis who steals money... I feel like deja vu....

I'm so mad at myself today that i dun even noe wat to do... nor wat to say... nor wat to think.... I'm so hell disappointed in myself that i felt i better off dead...
But then again... its also bad to be dead... I will hurt the ppl i care for the most...
So i need to stand up and face it...

Its not easy.... and i hate it... But i still have to do it... Its a must... so i must be brave and do it... :(

Life's not an easy road... It has some bumps or obstacles... i need to overcome it and move on... I will not succeed if i stay at where i am now to sob... or sulk...
Suddenly i felt so nostalgic... ai-yin always said this to me... and its been a long while since i last talk to her... XD

Guess i'll drop by at her work place soon someday... XD

Today's been a mess... I can only with for tomorrow to be a better day... Vicky will at least start to talk to me... Mei will forgive me... and my sis being a better person... Its not impossible... but its gonna be extremely hard...
So i need all the luck i can get... Wish me luck!!!

Funny day... Girl at my house...

Today is like any other day... or is it ???

I went out with Wei fen again , this time to go for an interview at a fashion shop in Queensbay. We went to the shop and asked the person in charge, and she told us to come back again tomorrow for the interview... i was like... o.O tomorrow i have work, man!!
Well i guess i couldn't get that job... but Wei fen's going tomorrow, so i'll wish her good luck ^^

Then after we found out the interview was tomorrow. We walk around until wei fen said she wants to come to my house to download some songs. So we came back to my house.
The house was empty, it's only me and her... Well i noe wat u will think... 1 girl and 1 guy alone in a house... what else can happen ??? Well i can assure u , nothing happened. No doubt, i'll admit, there're some unforgivable thoughts running across my mind when she was in my room... But i din do anything beyond thoughts...

We proceed to downloading our songs and listening to it, while teaching her how to do some lil bit complicated stuff to a web browser. XD Well then after finish burning her disc... We both went out to eat... (its 4 pm and i haven't had my lunch, T.T)
After eating... I dropped her back . and went over to my business partner's house, ming wei, to give him his b'day present, well his bday is on this sat, but i'll be working then, so i couldn't give it to him, so i gave him early. ^^

After giving him the present, i rushed over to fetch shiau mei to work. I was stucked in a jam and ended up late when i fetched her. Then i drove as fast as i could... To try to catch up for the wasted time to allow her not to be late for work. She's mad at me for being late T.T ... I'm dead...

I managed to reach her factory juz in time , but she was still mad at me... T.T
Regardless of that... I rushed back home as my mum asked for me to be home at 6.30pm, but it was 7pm... So i rushed as fast as i could... finally reached home... Then we went to the saloon behind our house to get my haircut... Its been so long since i got my last haircut... It feels weird XD

well at least now after my haircut, i look much younger (hopefully), wei fen and shiau mei always said i looked like an uncle...T.T I noe i looked old.. but i'm only 18 yrs old...

Well its been a hectic day... I rushed here and there... XD I'm suprised i'm still alive... ^^ I managed to control my lust XD , improve my crazy taxi style driving skills and spend some time with girls ^^

Oh yeah, i got the job that i interviewed for on Monday... Velgeen (one of the person in charge) called me, and asked me when can i start and is it possible for me to work tonight ?I was like ... o.O, tonight?!?!?! Sorry ... its too sudden... So i told him i'll start next week, at least this allows me to finish my job at tesco XD

Well its a crazy day filled with many exciting memories... XD me and wei fen alone in my house XD I'm suprised nothing happened XD hehe i'm too good to do anything bad... i despise those thoughts and those ppl who succumbed to those thoughts...

I'm tired... Tomorrow still have work... So i guess i better take my rest now... I'm done for that day... I dun need any wishes today, i'm grateful for the fun things happened today. I only wish for these to happen again soon XD and i better control myself XD

Busy day as always... And i'm not even working..

As usual, my life revolves around girls.

This morning, i woke up early to sms xiao mei, asking her how was the night shift and chatted a while with her, before i fell asleep again.

After i woke up , i went to fetch my sis, she has a training at school this morning.
So we went and have breakfast together then we came back so that she can get ready for her school bus.

Then over the afternoon, my father came back early as he was having an upset stomach.
But then he asked me to get some things, and then we started polishing my car. XD

Its seems like forever since my car was last polished. We modified our drill and fitted a angle grinder plate and placed some clothes over it and made sure its tight. Then we start polishing my car. After 3 hours of hard work ,we finally finished polishing my car. For once it looks shiny ^^ I'm so happy hehe

Then its was around 6pm, i immediately depart to fetch xiao mei to work. I arrived at her house and suprising to find her mum was downstairs sitting at the chair. and i think she saw me... No wonder xiao mei kept asking me to drive quickly XD

Well i dropped her to work, then i proceed to buying some colour paper for my sis and breads for tomorrow. After that i got home to eat, and halfway eating... Xiu Ying called me, she asked me whether i can fetch her or not to her tuition, as she had overslept, and i said ok, but gimme 5 mins, so i ate my dinner as fast as lightning then immediately went to her house to fetch her. Due to the traffice , i ended up using 15 mins to reach her place (usually 5-8min), and she was waiting for me, so she entered my car and we immediately proceed to going to her tuition teacher's house. She was already 30 mins late. Haiz.. Well better late than never...

After that, i'm exhausted... I came home and lie on my bed... while chatting to wei fen at the same time. She told me she's going to a job interview tomorrow. So i wished her luck.

Thinking back... i remember how bad i felt today... Chiu yeng told me that she had a hard time during her driving training... And i felt bad coz i'm unable to help her ... as if i were to do so , i might be making things worse for them... So wat i can do is juz listen to her complains and clutching my fists. Sometime life is cruel... Y is someone as good as her was being treated so? Its not her fault for wat happen in life... So sometime life is unfair... I got to know more about her today... she told me she was a club president in school ( i feel so inferior) And she quitted bcoz she can't stand the battle for power between her ajks... I felt bad for her... But i can't say much since i never hold a single post in the 5 years i'm in clhs.

Life's full of hardship... and to make sure i'll make it through, i need all the help i can get. So wish me luck !!! ^^

Shopping with two girls...

I went out with Wei fen and Xiao mei today.

We went to Pragin mall. They wanna shop for some new clothes. (typical girls)
But since we arrived early (11am) so we went to the government department for me to settle some bills. And to also try to apply for my business license.

Well i settled the bills, and when i asked the MPPP officer, he told me... to apply license , i need to go to the Padang Kota Lama Town hall ... I was like... = =

Well nvm that, we then walk around and let the girls start their shopping..
and guess wat...? The 1st thing they buy are actually lingeries...
And i was forced to leave them alone T.T ... (ok i noe its weird... but i'm juz curious)...So i ended up sitting outside and almost fell asleep.
Luckily they call me juz b4 i fell asleep. XD haha

Then we walked around the whole Pragin mall looking for some clothes.. and some shoes
But... the air con of the mall broke... and the whole mall is like an oven...
Crazy hot... we were like sweating everywhere we go...
every person inside the mall was like in a sauna...
Lol... and we were still happily walking around looking for things...
I'm amazed we were able to still walk around and look ... XD

After they finally shopped for some things... and its almost 6pm... Xiao mei also has work today... she's working night shift this week. So i need to fetch her to work.
She gotta reach her factory by 7pm.

So we dropped her at her factory, and i proceed with dropping wei fen back home.
Lol... she had to take all the things they bought today, since xiao mei isn't going back home directly, so she had to take it back from her next time. XD

Well, overall today its fun... Despite my legs almost broke with walking so much with them... Its kinda fun... I wonder if my future gf will do the same ? Hehe
I'll leave that to the future... If i can find one... XD haiz

Ok... its kinda late.... I better stop now... I'm tired...

Wish me luck tomorrow for anything... XD

Interview...Frustrated

Today, i din have any work. But i do have an important appointment at Eastin Hotel.
Ok... its actually an interview. A job interview to be precise.

I also asked along vicky (my tesco colleague), ming wei (my business partner and boss), wei fen and xiao mei.

So i went and fetch everyone except vicky, she came by her own. And we meet up at Eastin hotel. The job interview was kinda quick. But then they asked up to come back again for the seminar and training.

So we came back again at 4pm. The seminar has started, we were late T.T

Well we managed to find somewhere to sit down and listen XD

After listening to all the slides and explanation. They asked us to try performing an approach (i forgot to say, this is a job interview for sales promoter for the teh tarik Fujiz.)
So we had to take turn and perform... i performed horribly, messing up my lines a few times, forgetting all the important things, ( my mind was kinda blank T.T )

Well we then leave early, since xiao mei had to call her colleague to inform them that she's not going to work today, and we all took advantage of this and excuse ourself from that room.

Xiao mei and wei fen both are kinda mad... since this job was almost similar to their previous job with Oosis... and i kinda feel bad.. since it was me who asked them. and kinda forced them to come along... Haiz... I no longer feel motivated to do that job, looking at them feeling like this... (i noe that has totally no connection to them, but i feel unmotivated)...
And i also feel... that we're not gonna get picked as the sales promoter, since we choose to leave early... So i guess that job is out of the window...
Haiz.. i wonder wat am i suppose to do after my current job contract ends ?...
Wasting my time.. doing nothing ? ... Argghhh... headache headache...

Well now i really hope to have someone special to be by my side now... haiz...
too bad there aren't anyone here.... T.T i guess i'll be a lonely guy for a lil longer.... haiz =(

Wish for me having to overcome my major problems with jobs soon... and probably finding more job to help with wei fen and carin... Haiz...

Wish me luck ... i could use some now.. a lot T.T

Daniel's Birthday~~~

Today's a crazy day~~~ Tesco is as busy as ever...
I'm moving more boxes... as customers are like piranhas grabbing on wateva they can find, every boxes we opened is finished almost as soon as we opened it. = =
Creepy... Chinese are so crazy during CNY... = =

I was really frustrated at work today. Customers keep on grabbing onto the boxes i put deep into the shelves... i was trying to open another box, the customers come n personally open a box by themselves, opening half way, and taking their choice of things and move away... HOW SELFISH CAN A PERSON BE???!?!?!!?
Haiz... Even so , i still have to slave a lot... I'm not complaining about the job, i'm complaining about how customers have no brain... Many juz think of themselves... and the price, though i do met with some that r nice enough to put back the things they dun wan back to their original place.

Today... ah lum came to tesco... I was so eager to meet her... I was so unrest...
And the irony fact is.. its that rashness inside of me that made me missed her today.
She went passed me and i overlooked her... HOW COULD I!?!?!?! I can't really forgive myself for that. Haiz... I hate myself...I hate my tendency to overlook on things.

Fast forward a lil bit, i rushed over to daniel's house for his birthday party. XD
Well i felt so out of place... since i barely know a few of his friends only, and even so , i'm not close to those few ppls... Haiz... I wonder y ?
So i end up sitting in one corner looking at them playing games while i take a small nap... I'm tired and my back still hurts...
There's also another reason i felt so out of place... They've all planned this birthday party for him.. and prepared a lot of things specially for him like : custom made puzzles, a hand made photo albums consisting of everyone (except a few of us and me) and a t-shirt... etc

Somehow this made me think. How come there's so much difference between my birthday and his ? Well i guess one difference is by , wealth... he's rich while i'm not . And the gang he hangs out with , isn't part of my type.. and my type of friends aren't the type to spend their time doing something stupid for the sake of good memories...
Haiz... thats the life of realist... Everything is based on reality... and honestly reality hurts. T.T

We enjoyed Baskin and Robbin ice creams, had Secret Recipes cake, and plenty of drinks XD Too bad no alcohol... since we're all driving XD

As much as i envy him, i still fell happy for him, since he has this great gang of friends, hehe. And i'll be in the shadows supporting him too ^^ Happy birthday Ding!!

- A lil extra note, i forgot to mentioned yesterday was my deceased maternal grandfather's birthday . So happy birthday Ah Kong!!!

I'm kinda wishing for something special for my 21st birthday XD

Wish me luck in realizing that wish XD ^^

Crazy Frenzy... Saturday

Wow... O.o for some reason i think everyone is going crazy today.
Its been so effing busy at tesco today.
I clocked in at 12pm to start work. Only to find that the whole shelves r practically empty... So i had to fill them up , ALONE!!!
Well i took like... forever to finish them up... One hour seems like 2-3 hours...
I've been moving so many boxes that i dun even remember wat i moved = =

And my right shoulder ain't really help me much by hurting a lot T.T
Carrying boxes feels worse than being stabbed by a needle.
Tesco's having a crazy promotion today. Peace brand longan r on sales, 3 for only RM10, and lychee, 3 for RM 8.88... So there's so many customer coming in in the noon asking for it, but i saw the palette finished juz minutes after i start work.

Its gonna take a long time before the next batches of longan and lychee to arrive.
So many customers r kinda frustrated and angry...
I guess i can understand their feelings.
Well wat do to... hot items always sold out fast. U have to be quick to get one !!!XD
Well unless u r like me, we keep some boxes somewhere (its a secret) and waited until its time to get off work, then we go get it and paid and go home happily with it.XD
Ok i noe its not fair... But life ain't always fair right ?
And for us, we can't buy it until we r off duty, so i guess its only right for us to kinda have a lil advantage over the demanding customers.

My whole body is aching... Due to the moving of boxes , climbing up boxes, taking items for customers... etc
Well its only for a while, i'm gonna be better tomorrow, I hope...If not, tomorrow's gonna be hell on earth = =
Today's been a crazy day... and there's still one more day to go , lets do my best!!!
I will survive it ...I hope...
Wish me luck so that i can survive tomorrow's crowd ... *finger crossed*

Another frantic day at work....

Well i'm working today.... Lazy though...

I was suppose to pass something to my aunt before i went in to work. But it seems like she isn't coming too early... So i had to ran up to the punch card machine and punch in before i ran back down and continue waiting.

Well eventually i managed to pass it to her before running back up to start work.
As i thought, they have changed the arrangement of my items... again...

Well i had to spend some time looking for my items, identifying them , and locating where my new stocks are placed. So after spending 15-30mins or so, i'm done.

Start my usual work.

Today.. they made a crazy offer - 3 cans of peace brand longan for only RM10
Man.. Ppl are crazy about it, some bought few cans, some bought 20 over cartons
Not cans, but CARTONS!!! Its like... RM40 per carton, so 20 over cartons,
means RM 800++!!!! CRAZY!!!

Chinese ppl can really spend a lot when they need to, though most of the time most r kinda stingy!!! (myself included)

Overall , today's crowd isn't that much. Its gonna get a lot more tomorrow. So better prepare myself. Haiz...

Its only a few 5 more days. Its gonna be over in a blink of an eye.

I wonder wat i'm gonna do if i'm finish with this job ? ... haiz

Well doesn't matter for now, my right shoulder is giving me a hell of a time, it hurts a lot, and it's not helping when i used it to carry boxes, it hurts like hell
T.T Man.. i need a new shoulder.

My right shoulder had been injured before a few years back, and never healed completely ever since, so it still hurts from time to time, I guess carrying heavy boxes made it worse ... Haiz... Nvm

I'll manage it somehow...

I better go get some rest now... Its still early though, i probably might spend an hour more or so playing fb games XD

NIght night, wish my right shoulder will be better tomorrow.

Lazy day~~~

Today, like any other day is juz as plain and dull as ever could be.

Din much happened today. I fetched my sis to school earlier this morning. She said she wanna complete her NILAM at her school library. So i dropped her there.

Then i came back home and watched tv... I'm bored... Dun feel like playing games... Dun even feel like doing anything.
I was suppose to go to the MPPP office today with my business partner. But later he said he has something to do at home , so we din go. I ended up slping during the afternoon, which is something i din do for a long long time.

After waking up around 6pm, i've suddenly realize that i haven't bought daniel's present yet. So i frantically went to QB to buy something for him. A cup printed with the pic of a porche, Hope he'll like it.

I've been living like these ever since i've graduated ... feeling kinda lost now...
Have work tomorrow, so better slp early, kinda lazy.. actually i almost forgot that i'm working tomorrow XD

Well i gotta slp now, good night ^^ Wish me a nice day tomorrow at work.