Praying together...

Wei Fen asked if i wanna go praying with her today... so i said ok, ask shiao mei to tag along too.

So when i was fetching Wei fen, shiao mei called, and asked if i can fetch her sis and drop them at sunshine jelutong... i said ok...

So we went to sunshine jelutong 1st, then make our way to the temple somewhere inside Kampung Pisang....

We couldn't find it at the 1st look... after driving around for a while, we finally located that temple... and make through the narrow entry into the temple...
And take our turn to offer our prayers.

After offering our prayers... there's kinda plenty of time, and so , we went over to shiao mei's grandma house at jelutong.. which around where i drop her sis earlier.

It was kinda awkward for me to show up... i mean... a guy to show up along with girls... We drop by for a while and make a quick exit. Then i invited both of them to my house for dinner , since my mum and aunt are cooking a feast... But then again i din prepare myself for the interrogation ahead for me T.T...
We had our dinner then we quickly left to fetch shiao mei to work... since she's already late... so i quickly get her there, and see her off to work.

I really am really unsure of wat my feelings tells me... There's so much uncertainty .... and reality is... i'm not her ideal guy.... and another question is, can i handle what comes after getting her ? the onslaught of her family , and the extra burden she has to bear after being with me?....i dunno there's so many problems i dun even noe where to start solving...
I'm in a dilemma..... I feel like ... juz making myself drunk to run away from all these frustration...

For once... i really am at lost.... May someone shed me light , i need it now...