lost time....

i've become lost again...
once again after a long while...
i tot i was is heaven....
but soon bcoz of my ignorance
i've been sent to hell again
its like when adam ate that forbidden apple,
he got banished from eden
juz like i got dumped from heaven...

the lost time ...
can't get it back...
couldn't make it better...
am i gonna change ?
or i won't change ?
i dun even noe the answer...
but my heart n soul are suffering....

haiz....
wish me luck in overcoming this ^^