Today... is probably the worst day of my life...
Xiao mei is mad at me, as she was late to work yesterday Bcoz i was late to fetch her
Vicky is disgusted by me... bcoz i said something weird (sexual topics) and she felt disgusted and now, she dislike me...
And worse of all, after i came back home... I found out my sister stole my mum's money!!!! ... I was so disappointed... Its like history's repeating itself...
Long time ago, when i was still in primary... i stole money from my grandpa and parents.... And now... its my sis who steals money... I feel like deja vu....
I'm so mad at myself today that i dun even noe wat to do... nor wat to say... nor wat to think.... I'm so hell disappointed in myself that i felt i better off dead...
But then again... its also bad to be dead... I will hurt the ppl i care for the most...
So i need to stand up and face it...
Its not easy.... and i hate it... But i still have to do it... Its a must... so i must be brave and do it... :(
Life's not an easy road... It has some bumps or obstacles... i need to overcome it and move on... I will not succeed if i stay at where i am now to sob... or sulk...
Suddenly i felt so nostalgic... ai-yin always said this to me... and its been a long while since i last talk to her... XD
Guess i'll drop by at her work place soon someday... XD
Today's been a mess... I can only with for tomorrow to be a better day... Vicky will at least start to talk to me... Mei will forgive me... and my sis being a better person... Its not impossible... but its gonna be extremely hard...
So i need all the luck i can get... Wish me luck!!!
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