i wonder why must i always made ppl close to me... sad... annoyed...
am i really so unconciously bad ?
i really need to change for the better of myself...
or else i am really doomed to be alone....
well i guess one of the most important thing i have to change is the way i talk...
then also the way i react to things... i need to stop being so emo sometimes.
well thats easier said than done...
but i guess thats something i have to do ...
also try to find ways to keep myself fit ^^
and control my temper
and if can... try to improve on my humor... that way...
i think i can manage to make ppl around me happy...
changing one's habit isn't a simple thing to do ...
it takes time and determination...
i'm really hurt by what serene said... but i can't deny what she had said
yeah i'm boring... coz i always say the same thing , do the same thing, all over until she is bored...
i guess the same situation happened before with wei fen... i always buy the same candy again n again for her...she's fed up with it...
so i need to start to learn to try out new things. and not rely on existing things and hope it will do it...
anyway... for now, i really need someone to be by my side.
well too bad no one is ....
but i think i will be ok...
juz wish me luck... i'll change myself... i need to , i have to , i will...
no matter wat... coz i value the friends i have.
i dun wanna lose them .... i love all of them T.T
so no matter what pls, dun leave me alone.... i can't bear it T.T
haiz.......
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