I had difficulty sleeping last night...
For some unknown reason...
maybe its pressure of being with her...
The thought of losing her
The fear of being left alone...
All the agony and pain... and suffering...
Haiz... What should i do to face this problem ?
If i'm with her , together, i feel invincible!!!
Without her... i'm like a soldier without a gun, a swordsman without a sword...
Useless .... Hopeless...
So i must work hard to match up to her expectation. She is willing to give it a try.
I must appreciate this chance. It will not come by ever again...
1 shot of a lifetime.
Lets do it!!!!!!!!
But being sick ain't helping much .... I'm too weak at the moment to do anything... and it looks like its gotten worse too... Haiz...
Bcoz my love life crisis there's also another crisis...
I'm unsure whether i should color my hair or not....!!!?!?!?!?!?
Haiz... so many problems so lil time... so out of idea... so dead.....
Amongst all these... the fact that Fujiz isn't calling me kinda worries me...
Most of my friends around me have started work... I'm left out... Or rather feel uneasy about this.
Haiz.... can't do anything about that... i might as well that this as a sick leave for me to rest and recover fully.
Wish me luck in getting well soon and get my job started soon. Also settling my things with her smoothly and everything will be fine ^^
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