I juz woke up... yesterday there was a black out in my neighbourhood. after the power is restored, for some reason my monitor wouldn't lit up, i tried fixing it last night... but couldn't ... I tot... damn it couldn't have fried the circuits... well luckily this morning its ok... hence i am able to write this post now... XD
Amanda came and look for me... in msn, we chatted its been a while since we chat...
She's feeling down... and i was trying to cheer her up... but for some reason everything i do backfired... i ended up making her worse and now she's mad at me...
i felt so idiotic... i should have comforted her not making idiotic silly brainless jokes to her... she's already as down as she is, she needs someone she can rely on...
what happen to the mature me? y am i being so childish?!?!?
Is it bcoz of pressure ?!?!?
I dunno ... i'm totally at a lost.... i dun even noe who i am anymore.... i'm too weak.....
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