Life changed ...

Again, i'm feeling reluctant to go to work... Do i have to be like this everytime i'm going to work the next day ???

Sloth is a sin. Its one of the deadly sins that are not really deadly at all. It will slowly consume u, from the inside out. I guess mine is already rotten on the inside. Since i'm getting more n more lazier to do anything, including housework. So that means work is also another i'm going to start to hate.

I noe i shouldn't be complaining , but then again i have no one to complain it to. Aiyin is busy with her work, i wouldn't want to bother her anymore. Kt is busy with his busy life, i'm starting to think of him as a male version of alyssa, carin is not really the person to find when u want someone to listen, she tends to drag u away from ur main point ^^ (no offence carin.) But then again thats her good part, she will always drag me away from the negative thoughts i have in my mind. So does aiyin... As for kt... i wonder... XD

I'm already a blessed guy, what am i asking for ??? Dunno , maybe i juz want somebody who love me dearly, with all her heart, and be there for me when i need her. Ironically, i'm always there for everyone except for myself, Haha. Hmm, why is that ?
I'm as stable as a mountain, thats wat most of them said, since i'm the one they also depend on in times of need. So i have to be strong. But i guess even the strongest mountains faces some earthquakes from time to time. Nothing is perfect.

I noe its kinda bad to say this, but then again i guess the reason for the failure in my relationships are maybe bcoz i wasn't really into them in the 1st place. If i were... will i still be going out with other girls ??? (Going out as in juz hanging out as friends, not dating them) Hmm , maybe. But who cares. I'm still me, and i guess i'm still quite popular among the girls, even though i dun have the looks, but i'm always a 24/7 gentleman (pls dun hit me XD) though i do have my fair share of bad temper.

Funny thing happened recently, i met a few girls online a few days ago. Apparently i met them all thru facebook. One of it is vanessa, a form 4 student currently studying in Phor Tay high school. I met her in person today at her school ^^. Another is Janessa (i noe ... its kinda confusing for myself too)she's a girl form malacca. She's now only form 3. She kinda funny ^^ a fun person to chat with when she's free.
Lastly, there's cassandra... she's a form 5 graduate like me, from pcghs. She's really a funny girl to chat with too. Her intuition is SUPER accurate. So accurate that it could really scare you. And she also said most guys tend to run away from her after getting to noe her. Hmm , i'm willing to take that challenge, since i'm sure i won't run away. (Y should i? She's a girl, a funny one too, its too good to leave)
And she's also very cute. Thats more the reason not to run away. (ok that made me sound like a "Chi ko") Well i guess god is pitying me after i'm been dumped :(
I guess i'm thankful to him in one way. ^^

My life is slowly changing... And for me, a stubborn guy who hate changes , its gonna take me a lil while longer to face with the changes... I'm hoping that these changes is for the good and the opposite. I'm slowly accepting the fact that in life not everything will go your way.

For now, i'll juz do wat i can , Wish me all the best in wateva i'm doing , and hopefully i can survive 3 months of my job (though i'm only working on fri,sat n sun)
XD ^^