Fooled again ...

Once again, i guess i've juz been fooled. . .

I asked myself, Why am i so easily blinded and finally being fooled again and again?

Answer : I dunno. I guess its juz that nature of mine to trust ppl easily in real life and in virtual life. I guess thats to compensate my bad looks, this at least made ppl easily approach me. Although i let out some "Do not come near me" aura sometimes, once ppl get to know me, they know i am dependable , anytime, everytime. Just ask any of my friends, they will proof it.

Since i'm such a simple guy with a complicated mind. (weird combination huh ?) i tend to overthink a situation, coming up with multiple possibilities (feels like a quantum supercomputer ^^) Even the most simplest things i'll end up making it super complicated. I guess thats a bad things to do. Nevertheless , with this brain of mine, i manage to solve a lot of problems, here n there, for others too, but never for myself. Why ? Coz its always harder to help ourselves.

And i guess i'm also lazy to care about my own things, i neglect my safety most of the time, i neglect my cleanliness most of the time too, i neglect my stomach for once in a while, i basically neglected a lot of my basic necessities. Hehe.
I'm amazed i'm still alive n well being. I'm also amazed how weird i'm acting now.
No crying, not much change from the normal me. I guess i grown up a bit in this sense. Hehe XD.

A lot of things happened these few days, and it all finally came to an end, I finally realized i've been fooled yet again. But somewhere inside me, i still feel that this ain't true. I guess i'm juz trying to fool myself to cure the pain.

Whatever is might be, the uncertain future will always be there, and the road of life is a road we must all walk down someday, Right now, i've fallen, resting on the side , waiting for recovery, it might take some time, but it won't take forever before i continue on my road of life.

Wish me all the best and get well soon. ^^