Lost....

I know when i aim to do things...
I will do my best to the extend of obsession...
i know when i fail at things...
I will be emo-ing for a long period of time...
I know when i fall for a person...
I will wish that she pays attention to me...
I know when i love a person...
I will not think twice about doing things for her sake...
I know when i hate a person...
I will hate them from the very bottom of my heart...

I know i still have feelings for her...
I always wish she will reply to whatever i messaged...
yet not always did that happened...
even so... i still pray...
pray for her to fall for me...
even though i have nothing special for her to fall for...
even with that... i wish to see her everyday ... smiling for me
that will be enough for me to move on... facing the hardship of life...
for the sake of her and me... together... we will be invincible....