Seriously... things are getting tough...
for some reason, i'm really really feeling left out recently...
there were the issue about me and the boys.... they often left me there alone.... whether intentional or not. I won't know but its hard to ignore that....
i'm always a person who wants attention... SERIOUS attention....
so i'm really feeling down whenever i think of that...
now move on from that issue...
there's the serious issue about her...
for what reason i am attracted to her... I DON'T KNOW
but i am becoming aware to the fact that as my teammate, she ain't able to do much
being a leader that i am, i'm always soft on the girls.... now, i seriously wanna be strict on them... which will most likely come to a case where she might dislike me or be annoyed of me... i wonder if i really am able to handle that when it really happens?
she often leave me cold and hot.... i really am unsure on what to do... what to say... ppl often say be normal... i am being normal... but usually that means i always say the wrong things... or things ppl might misinterpret ... which i am scared to make that kinda mistake....
regardless of which, like what i said earlier...
i will focus on my task at the moment, to finish my diploma, to make sure everyone of them makes it...
as i'm really afraid of classmates relationship where it will have serious positive or extreme negative effects... i'm just not ready yet.... wish me luck as usual...
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