Wrap up for Year 2009...

Its the time of the year again. Another wonderful year is coming to an end.
Be it happy or sad or mad or whatever, the memories will stay with me forever.

I'll try to make it simpler this time. Unlike last year's =.=
Jan - I've entered the life of a Form 5 student, facing the hardship of a F5 student and stressed out preparing for SPM.
Feb - Ntg much happened. Except the fact that a solar eclipse occurred during the 1st day of CNY. And i was rushing to view it. But too bad i couldn't. *sigh* I also took my undang-undang courses and test and passed. (no flying colours T.T )
Mar - Started my 1st motorcycle and car training. It was damn fun and nerve-wrecking experience. I started to get a hang on it. Though there r a bit ups and downs.
Apr - I entered the same cooking competition last year. But sadly i didn't make it to the finals. The reason that i lost? No comments. I will say its just bcoz it ain't our luck this time. Besides the failure at the cooking competition, i managed to passed all my practical driving and riding test. Yay!!! (while most of my friends failed a part of it) I guess i juz got lucky.
May - The plannings for Astronomy day is slowly coming to pieces. Ntg much happened besides the fact that i'm running out of days to start to prepare myself for SPM.>.<
Jun - The astronomy convention is back !!! I went there for 3 whole days, doing ntg... well playing my friends laptop. haha. The nights aren't so clear, so we didn't manage to see much throughout the 3 days.
Jul - Preparation for the astronomy day are having some minor problems. I've been their somehow unofficial advisor and critic, giving them idea n suggestion and trying to help them overcome these problems.
Aug - The whole astronomy day was a mess. Everyone went haywired. and plans all backfired. I stayed back in the meeting with them. I listened to everything they had to say, i wasn't planned to speak until the vice president asked me to. Then i started stating out the facts of what they do wrong and how to do it right. Honestly i was plainly dissapointed. I worked at PC fair (its my 1st time doing a part time job) and my paternal grandfather passed away on the 1st day i worked.
Sep - I went to Singapore to attend my cousin's wedding. Thats was like crazy... we had to rushed along here n there , trying to get form one end to another end of singapore etc. But overall its fun, coz i like singapore. The public transports are so advanced that i can go there alone with no problems traveling around.
Oct - Something happened here that could say opened another chapter of my life. Also time was getting short of the SPM preparation.
Nov - Its now or never time. Its juz few weeks b4 the actual examination starts. I'm still idling around. Slowly starting to forced myself to study haha
Dec - Finally everything has come to an end. SPM is over. I suddenly feel so lost. Dunno what i wanna do next. I just waste my days after days doing ntg, not even going out a lot. Unlike my other friends, who went to traveling juz a few days after exam ended. I juz dun feel like doing anything anymore.

Comments of this year :
Overall, this year had been fun, i've managed to get myself a driver's license, i managed to prepared myself for SPM (luckily). and many more. I looked back into all those years in secondary school. I wondered if i had grown? I looked back even further to when i was still in primary school , and pondered am i still the same as i used to ? The answer is i dunno. One thing bad about being human is that we can see all the faults in others but we can never see the faults in ourself, not even by using a mirror. Another chapter of my life had juz ended, its time to start a new chapter. Though moving on is a hard thing for me, it wasn't easy then , it still isn't easy now. Honestly to say, i juz hate year ends, it means everything is over , we have to start again next year. Starting over is not a bad thing, i juz dislike it. I will try to face life like i always do, as a shadow that watched down on all, n try to help anyone that needs help, keeping in touch with my primary classmates
I guess this is how i am, n this is how i will be , now n in the future.

Wish everyone a happy new year and myself too. Wish i can find my ways to face the future and find the road that belongs to me to walk down n accomplish something in life ^^